Sunday, March 30, 2014

Sonata: Fresno, 1999

        I've taken over a hundred pictures lately of an hibiscus that was given to me by a ninety-one-year-old friend when I came home from the hospital last summer. It nearly died outside in our unusually cold winter but managed to survive when I finally brought it into our bathroom. I eventually moved it to the corner windows by our kitchen sink, where it has bloomed repeatedly, profusely, ever since. I am awestruck by its huge blooms of intense color, ruffled and curved and veined petals, and intricate long stamen. Photoing the hibiscus again this week, I was reminded of a poem I wrote fifteen years ago and have of course revised every time I bring it out.


Allegro
I dig weeds, lop off seed heads,
prune wayward branches, chop
(and curse) the redwood
with its endless debris and offspring,
drain grit from sprinkler lines (and later
dig it out from under my nails).

Andante
Ra-nun-cu-las,
a-nem-o-nes,
(lush syllables in my mouth)
intensely imbued petals though shy
above their feathered leaves
(my older son’s first spring).
            Periwinkle roams, exuberant,
starred. California poppies 
are wildflowers
but their trust
was hard earned. “Oh!”
She realizes I am crouched
            over here, weeding. “I picked
your iris.” I kiss my butt
to the dirt. “Take more.
Come again.” Bearded irises’
curves and ruffles stupefy me.            

Scherzo
            Strawberries, baby’s tears,
gazanias, you may have
your say, but you,
forget-me-nots, believe me,
I won’t forget you—
seedlings already crowd
your feet which is why
I am yanking you
out by the armload but I
do love your blue clouds.            
            Mexican primrose:
insouciant dancers,
swirling your skirts,
stomping your boots, clenching roses
in your teeth, while your deceptive
wiry roots greedily creep
through the soil to multiply
your tenacious dancers
like funhouse mirrors.            

Finale
            In the shade of a trio of crepe myrtles 
that gloriously bloom mid-summer, 
club flowers and heart leaves 
skim the soil on runners, offspring 
of our first home’s violets. If I am 
deer still
a scent almost 
not there whispers in my nostrils 
on the breeze that brings too 
foreign conversation of a herd 
of bumblebees foraging 
in the hollyhocks that nod 
in the hot sun.